It was a wasteland of filth and scum with intermittent bouts
of rusty metal and oily puddles; and it was cold and damp such that no fire
would warm bones or skin. The place caused a subconscious drive to avoid avoid
avoid, at all costs, even politeness. But
between the bars and grime, overlooking the weeds and heaps he stood, proud as
a new father caressing his grimy baby with a love few will ever know. He couldn’t
understand why it bothered others to the point of disgust; it was all matter,
in different forms, in different places, different patterns. If they could just
stand it for five minutes they might see a way through the maze. He wondered why
was it noble to have the soil in your hands as a farmer or love the iconic
shots of construction workers grasping tool and material but low, the junkyard
and me are seen as scummy.
He wore overalls with grease all over them. He had grease
under every fingernail. He smoked. He coughed. He wore a greasy ball cap over
greasy hair under a flaky scalp. He chewed tobacco when he didn’t smoke and his
teeth had turned an ingratiating orange. Like owners who come to resemble their pets, he
came to resemble a junkyard, disparaged parts to some and inexpensive saviors
to others.
And he was smart. He made a fortune. For he had the ability
to see different things; he had the ability and/or willingness to see the
patterns in junk, to see the money in junk, to see the ability to house the
junk and sell the junk and move the junk, make space for the junk. So, turn
your back he thought, look away, raise your nose, don’t get your hands dirty, I
can always wash my hands and when they are clean, I can get them dirty again
handling all my junk money.
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