Friday, November 6, 2026

Missing Live Music

 A lot of my early twenties was spent in bars listening to live music. Many blues guitarists in clubs and basement bars with low cover charges. And damn if all that time didn't make me a better guitarist and...person. 

And stumbling across this today doing TPS reports for middle management (i kid) just makes me miss sitting with a beer and hearing the bass in my chest and my Joe Pesci a singer like this belting it out. 

Just magic.




Tuesday, October 27, 2026

Emotion Inflicting AI - Funk

Again, AI bringing on the emotions. 

I was previously debating the value of heaven and how it could be good without a limbic system, then re-stumbled upon Judith Hill.


If heaven is a bloodless, frictionless realm where nothing hurts, nothing decays, and nobody sweats, it cannot produce funk. Funk requires resistance. It needs a tight room, wood, copper wire, air hitting eardrums, and the gritty, messy reality of being a mammal on a groove.

Watch the performance on YouTube: Walk This Way | Aerosmith | funk cover ft. Judith Hill

Wednesday, October 14, 2026

Is the Concept of 'Prodigy' Bogus?

So lets say I interviewed Frank Vignola and asked him when exactly he realized he was prodigious. And he says something akin to, I never thought that, I just wanted to play guitar - I couldn't not play. Maybe he recognizes his talent as a time saver but also accounts for hours/years/decades of practice and performance, along with gaining knowledge (theory). Can't we then say he is pulled as much as he pushed and that prodigy is a misleading term?

 

Yes, that reframing cuts right to the heart of why "prodigy" often distorts how extraordinary musicianship actually develops.

 

The label prodigy carries heavy, deterministic baggage: it suggests an internal, pre-packaged engine that simply unspools over time. It casts the player as an active pusher—someone possessing an innate surplus of genius that they impose onto the instrument.

 

When someone like Vignola describes it instead as “I couldn't not play,” the dynamic flips. The relationship becomes reciprocal, or even primarily teleological—a pull.



The Pull vs. The Push

Compulsion Over Calculation:

To say someone is pulled means the salience of the guitar was so commanding that resistance wasn't an option. It wasn't an act of executive will to sit down for eight hours a day; it was where reality felt most coherent. In developmental psychology and flow theory, this is often described as an autotelic state: the activity isn't a means to an identity ("I want to be a prodigy"), it is the reward itself.

 

The "Time-Saver" Asymmetry:

Natural facility—ear, fine-motor dexterity, rapid pattern recognition—doesn't replace the work; it simply lowers the friction of entry. It makes the feedback loop immediate and intoxicating. If trying a lick yields a satisfying sound in twenty minutes instead of two weeks, the reward system lights up instantly. Talent acts as an accelerator, but the fuel is still the obsession to keep running the engine.

 

The Erasure of Craft:

Calling someone a prodigy inadvertently flattens decades of deliberate, gritty labor into magic. Vignola's mastery isn't just fast fingers; it's a massive mental archive of chord melody, voice leading, rhythm guitar mechanics, repertoire, and split-second harmonic decisions made on bandstands under real pressure. Calling that "prodigious" risks ignoring the epistemological side—the theory absorbed, the bad gigs survived, and the conscious study of tradition.

 

Why "Prodigy" Falls Short

"Prodigy" is an audience-facing word, not a practitioner's reality. Audiences love the myth of the prodigy because it preserves the mystique: if mastery is an alien gift bestowed at birth, ordinary mortals are excused from not possessing it, and the performance can be consumed as a spectacle of nature.

 

For the player living inside it, there is rarely a moment of epiphany where they think, “Ah, I am extraordinary.” There is only the fretboard, the next chorus, the unresolved cadence, and an appetite that refuses to be satisfied.

 

Framing mastery as being drawn forward by the medium—where innate aptitude simply clears the brush so the person can run toward the music faster—is not only more accurate, it restores dignity to the sheer volume of time and love poured into the wood and wire.

 

 

Monday, October 5, 2026

Emotion-Inflicting AI - Gross Point Blank - Evolutionary Psychology

So yet again AI induced some serious emotion in me. 

Ima tell you about it. 

I fold a lot of laundry. This time is my time to watch tv. It may take me a few days to watch a movie over the loads and loads of laundry but I indeed can finish a movie. 

John Cusack holds a certain respect for me because Better Off Dead was such a fun movie of my childhood. And we all know about him holding up a boom box in Say Anything and OMG the beating up of Tim Robbins in High Fidelity are iconic...for me. (I think he utters a line in a Woody Allen movie akin to "With friends like you, you needs enemas.")

So the movie that came across was Gross Point Blank. I'd seen it many moons ago and gave it a rewatch over folding. Sooo much folding. 

And in the movie, he holds a baby. OMG this baby. All babies are cute of course but this baby. 

Alas, this spoils (but you being the movie lover you are, you've already seen the movie) the scene but afterwards I prompted AI regarding the scene being a masterclass in Evolutionary Psychology and got this: 

Martin Blank holding Debi's friend's baby is pure evolutionary neuroscience disguised as 90s dark comedy.
John Cusack plays it with that terrified, dead-eyed stillness of a professional killer encountering an alien species, but the subtext is immediate biological sabotage.
A few layers make that moment hit so hard on an evolutionary level:
    • Kindchenschema hijacked in real time: Konrad Lorenz's concept of the baby schema” large forehead, oversized eyes, chubby cheeks, helplessness” evolved specifically to disarm adult aggression and compel caretaking. Martin is a trained instrument of cold, calculated survival and extreme threat assessment. When the baby is dumped into his arms, that hyper-vigilant nervous system encounters a stimulus it has literally zero adaptive protocol to destroy or evade. The circuit short-circuits.
    • The dopamine/oxytocin ambush: Martin lives on pure cortisol, adrenaline, and detached cynicism. Handing him an infant suddenly floods the reward circuitry with oxytocin and prolactin. You can watch his rigid, lethal posture dissolve into gentle, awkward bouncing. It's an involuntary neurochemical shift; logic and emotional control have nothing to do with it. The body simply reacts before the mind can rationalize what's happening.
    • The confrontation with genetic legacy: Evolutionary psychology revolves around ultimate vs. proximate drives: survival is only useful insofar as it preserves the lineage. Martin's entire adult life has been dedicated to proximate mechanics” bullets, contracts, self-preservation, evasion. Holding an actual, fragile next generation is a visceral reminder that his career path is an evolutionary dead end. It's the ultimate contrast between entropy and creation.
    • Social signaling and mate value: Evolutionary mating theory loves context shifts. To Debi (and everyone watching), Martin isn't just an eccentric, neurotic hitman; seeing him cradle an infant suddenly activates the "nurturing biparental investor" cue. It softens his threat level instantly in the eyes of the tribe.
It's hilarious because he looks like someone handed him an unpinned grenade, but the punchline is that human biology treats the baby as the opposite of a grenade: something so precious the brain temporarily surrenders its entire defense apparatus.


It's this ability of AI to summarize and contextualize so much so fast that slays me and gets me emotional. This capturing of so much incredible theory, with so much explanatory power, makes me emotional. What can I say. 






Monday, August 3, 2026

MLB I Loathe Thee

 

Between the dodgers getting Skubal and the Guardians posturing over a bunt attempt, it's hard to like the MLB right now.

It is hard to imagine a pair of headlines that better capture the modern fan's frustration with Major League Baseball:

  1. Financial Oligarchy: The Dodgers—already stacked with a surreal concentration of elite, highly paid talent—go out at the trade deadline and pull off a deal for Tarik Skubal, a back-to-back Cy Young winner. It makes the regular season feel like a minor inconvenience for a couple of super-teams with blank checks while small-to-mid-market fan bases are left acting as farm systems.
  2. Fragile Unwritten Rules: Meanwhile, you have the Guardians getting their collective blood pressure up and clearing the benches in the pouring rain because Tim Tawa had the audacity to try a bunt in the sixth inning of a game.

The Guardians situation is a textbook example of how backwards the logic of "unwritten rules" can get. The 6th inning isn't even late-stage! A hitter is trying to spark an offense against a pitcher who is currently dominating them. To act as if a batter owes the opposing starter a pristine, unbunted environment halfway through a game is absurd. Expecting an opponent to play soft-ball for your guy’s stat line cheapens the competition.

When you stack giant market teams hoarding all-world arms on one end and teams throwing tantrums over basic competitive strategy on the other, it’s completely reasonable to feel alienated by the product.

 

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